Happy Wednesday B&B!
Today’s post is a little off-beat for me. This is a very important week for me in my life and it will be very memorable- my senior homecoming. Not only is it my last homecoming, but I am on the Homecoming Court to be voted for queen. I squealed when I found out. This being such a big week in my life, all of the important people are involved: my parents, aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, teachers, and last but absolutely most important- my friends. My friends are going absolutely crazy over this whole thing, and I couldn’t love them any more for it. I am so blessed to have the amazing people in my life that I do. So, eGm, bBg, and lUj- thank you guys for being so excited with me. You guys are the most amazing people and I truly have no words to describe your worth. You cannot fathom how much you mean to me!
Unfortunately, some of the most important people in my life are celebrating from afar this week. My best guy friend, Jeremy, (the one who encouraged me to start this blog,) is super missed this week. I’ve been kinda emo about him being gone in the first place, and him missing this week just makes it ten times harder. It’s funny, because I knew I would miss him- I just didn’t think it would be this much or this hard without him. Perhaps these are the people who end up being the most impactful in our lives. It’s never the people we expect, but it’s always the people we cannot live without.
My other best friend, cBs is actually driving home from college to be here with me this weekend. Repeat: she is hopping her little booty in her VW bug and driving 5.5 hours to come home and see me stand on a football field during a halftime show. I have no words. She is the most amazing person in this world. I am so lucky to have her as a big sister figure. I cannot wait to look up at her and see the look on her face. She will be the reason for my big puddle of emotions Friday- regardless of whether I’m voted queen or not.
So, how do we deal with these emotions? I, of course, stay in touch with my friends, but I still really struggle with the fact that they aren’t just there for me to go pick up whenever I want to hang out with them. I miss them more than anything in this world- I hope they realize it. Do any of you have important people in your life away at college? How do you cope? Have a very blessed day!
Forever on the 50,
C
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